Another Tuesday

I took Alayah to dance class today and the babysitter asked if Amarah could come visit during that time so she could kind of have a trial run before I go back to work. It was only an hour, but it was really hard to be away from her. Going back to work is going to be so hard. I wish that I could be a stay at home mommy. I ran out of gas today and had to have my mom come give me enough to get to a gas station and that all on top of issues with Amarah's father. I wonder why things seem to be so hard for me sometimes, but at the end of the day I'm glad I get to go to sleep with two beautiful girls. Tomorrow is a new day and I am grateful I get to spend it with both of them.